Another 2 weeks had past. My emotion roller coaster had gone from worrying, uncertain to calm. My nausea, bloatness and fluctuating appetite was gone too. Another appointment. Again, empty irregular shape sac. When I saw the measurement of the sac has the diameter of 22mm, I already knew what would be doctor's comment. Still no fetus, still no heart beat. One week ago, I seek a specialist opinion, and taken Proluton jab, also had beta Hcg taken. Apart from that I didn't know what else could I do to 'keep' the baby. However, when I saw that the Hcg level only increased by 3 times compared to the level 3 weeks ago, I was almost certain what would be coming.

However, no matter how prepared I was, when the technician announced blighted ovum and when doctor advice me of D&C, I couldn't help but cry. I just couldn't agree to doctor suggestion of getting D&C on the same day. I asked for more time to think about it. Hence another appointment was scheddules one week later. Then I just hope for it to happen naturally and completely without the need of surgical intervention